Sigh..

ENTRY 091023

Salam,

Ooh...i just finished the final exam for programming just now...i'm speechless..well to be honest i understand what the question is all about and what are the output supposed to be but i don't know how to write because i don't really know pointers and structure...aww...too bad...i guess those who really understand those two will really score the final..

Anyway...i've tried my best..and let the rest to Allah..who know maybe i can score better than my expectation or worsen...hopefuflly for the better.

This morning i just finish my ungs presentation...well i'm quite nervous and it showed! My friends saw it clearly and this is not good. Well..i'll do better next time, promise. For some reason, i just notice something today, the things that i usually didn't notice, i notice today. Hurm...nevermind, i just realize that it was too good to be true...

Sometimes i just wondering whenever it was exams or quiz, there'll always be some who score and some who didn't, if the question was difficult, then how come there's people who can score? What actually the explanation is? If it was like scoring normal marks then it's fine but there's some who score up to 99% or in other words full marks. So how come?

Whenever we failed to score, who should we blamed with? The question paper? It didn't do anything wrong..the question was set by the lecturer. The lecturer fault? They set the question based on what they taught in classes..So what is it actually?Yup..it's the student themselves actually..because no matter what reasons we can come out, it's just reasons....and the society is sometimes a bit cruel..they judge the people by the grade the student manage to score.

The society only saw , oh these people got 3.5cgpa and above, they are smart student, and the others are not really smart. Also people are only seeing the success..they didn't know how hard the student put their effort into...people are only seeing the '3.50 or 4.00' but never want to know how hard the students studied. Some had to sacrifice their sleep time, some even fall sick, get into stress and many more. So is that mean those who get 3.50 and above are those who worked hard and vice versa? Well not neccessary yes, some might..but we have to consider those who didn't achieved it might encounter problems ...that's why i said..everythings that happen has two sided story..

i'm not sure what are the best explanation for this but as for me, effort will be paid off as long as you never give up because Allah will help those who worked hard and even if we didn't get as we expected, work harder because it was a test for us again to see how far we can go through it.

As those who read my blog will notice i do write a lot about all this, well because it was one way for me to always remember what i practices. Since we went through a lot in our daily life so as long as i still keep this words in mind, insyallah...i'll be one step closer to my reach my goal.

Honestly...exam sucks!