Love is subjective

ENTRI 100621

Salam, sudah masuk hari ke-4 aku berada di rumah. InsyaAllah perancangan sudah ada cuma menunggu pelaksanaan. Harap-harap cuti kali ini memberikan lebih makna dan pengajaran buatku. Setahun sudah aku berada di uia gombak, banyak pengalaman dan pengajaran yang dapat dikutip dan diambil iktibar. Kawan-kawan juga sudah lebih ramai yang mengenali. Pelbagai ragam dan telatah dapat diperhatikan. Aku yang dulunya ok2 saja juga sudah menjadi senget2 belaka. Haha...penangan sek2 ganu, gini r...=p

Aku ada satu cerita yang diceritakan kepadaku oleh rakan terdekatku. Ceritanya tidaklah terlalu menarik cukup sekadar menjadi pendengar yang setia sahaja. Kupanggil namanya S. S menceritakan bagaimana dia mulanya hanya sekadar bergurau sahaja dengan rakannya. Akhirnya menjadi lebih dari sekadar gurauan.

Kata-katanya " I never knew that he will take my words seriously and now everyone believe that i like his friend. Even worse they started to gossip me and him. Now everywhere i go i felt like somehow there's someone out there know something that i didn't know or to be precise guy's talk. Huhu..i don't know. Although it didn't bother me at all cause i never take gossip seriously but once in a while i feel like it's enough already."

I asked her " So you actually like him? ". She said " Well i don't know. At first i didn't take it that serious but then as time goes by i think that feeling growth on me . But u see i can't because there's someone that i had always like for the past 2 years and he never knew about it. I had once told him but of course i said i was joking and he said fine." " Is he 'him'? " " Huh? Haha..yes, how did u know? " " I just know =p"

" Are u going to tell him ur feeling again? " " Well maybe not since once is enough . I once told him that i'm not gonna repeat more than once everything that i've said and of course i told him that as a joke as well. " " So what are you going to do now? " " Well practically nothing. " " Hurm ? " " Haha..ok2..to be precise i had something to do that i had always wanted to do in the past less than 2 years. So i might as well left everything out and go to persuade my dream. " " What is your dream ? " " It's a secret ^_^ "

" Haha..ok then i wish u all the best". " Haha...ok"

Well, of course she told me more but that's more kind or personal matters. ^_^ Well i'm not really someone that can give good advice but at least i can be a good listener and that's what i had always be. As usual love is always and will always be complicated. It's easier said than to be done. Love is subjective. Never love someone based on sympathy and never love someone that never love you .

p/s: kenapa tak tunggu je jodoh dari Allah ? =p