Final examination

Assalamualaikum, aah~finally my last examination for my last semester in CFS. I can't wait to be on holiday. So much things to do. Although only get about 1 month and half but it's okay. Physics Lab 1 will be on 14 May at 9am and Mathematics 4 on the last day 17 May at 2.30pm. I'll be missing everything about Pj. Can't wait to head my way to Gombak, but it means new campus, new stress. I want to learn many new things before going to main camp, want to settle my driving lesson, (aww...i still didn't do my licence..).

Most of students who register for short semester in Gombak had already finished their taaruf week and starting their new life there. While others might be working as the new long semester will be open in the middle of july.

aah~i haven't got the opportunity to eat nasi putih tomyam campur here ever since this semester open, when will i get the chance?i miss wafer too~living with little money really taught me a lot on how to spend money carefully.Although money can't buy love, but i had to admit i neet money to eat~~i need to live.

I had made a big mistake on my last quiz, @-@ i feel like swearing but it's not the best solution. Well, it just made me to be more caution, thanks! Hope my carry marks is enough for me to get A for my maths.

Lastly want to say thanks to all my mathematics lecturers from maths1 to 4, i really love maths. Mdm Norbailah, Mdm Katini, Sir Zahir, Mdm Ruslina and Madam Nur Azila. Hope Allah bless all of u.

Good luck for all of us who will be sitting for exam starting this wednesday. Let's strive for the best!

Aahh...Everything will be okay, right?

Salam, it's been a while since i post something here. The final exam will be just around the corner, i can't believe this semester is going to end. It will be my last semester in cfs before going to the main campus in gombak. I'll be missing everything, from the building, friends,people, food and all sort of things. It's true pj was nothing if compared to the main campus either kuantan or gombak but you can't denied the significant of it and the memories you have treasured here.

I have learned lots of things here, met new friends, gained new experiences and i have grown up!! I think i was a totally different person now compared when i first entered cfs. I'm glad i came here.

I had never stayed in hostel before in this is the first time here. I have met different kinds of people, had different roommates, be in different groups. I'm grateful with what i have. Sometimes we only realize the meaningful of somethings when time passed by, and it's true. All the sorrow things that happened, now i know why. All the difficult moment before have been paid off with such a wonderful memories and experiences.

There's hikmah in everthing that happened, now i began to understand. When u made mistakes then you would knew how to handle something and people learn from mistakes. The moral value of a failure is more precious than the successful itself. The success was just to satisfied ourself.

Hope i can do my very best this semester. Tomorrow i'll be going to my next grading for karate, pray for my success.

Special dedication to my precious ex-roommates, kak syimah and hani,it was the best moment with both of you. So many things i had been able to learn. So many things that was memorable. I know i would never get the same roommates again but thanks to both of you, i now know how to adjust myself. You are not friends to me, you are my special sisters and person for me.

Goodluck in Kuantan, i promised to visit Kuantan even for just once. Don't forget all the memories we have treasured together. Keep in touch and i love both of u. Everything will be okay right...?

Smile

' The angel of smile in my heart'

Now i slowly began to know what life is, being a 19 years old teen is not as easy as what was potrayed in the drama and televisyen, it requires more than that. Patient, tolerance, determination, courage, and any moral value that you could come up with is part of the necessity of life. Still, plenty more to learn and lots of people to meet, i just can't give up easily. Life would never be easy. There will always obstacles and problems awaits you ahead in the future. Never let your guard down but it's ok to cry sometimes because we are human being that had a sensitive heart. Just remember Allah is always with you, as long as you keep believing in Him, He will always with you. Smile because smile is priceless, it gives strength not only to you but those around you. Beside, don't you think smile is beautiful?

Time goes by..

What's the relationship between time and watch? have you ever heard about the relationship between eye and hand? When the hand is in pain, the eye shed tears.The moment the eye cry, the hand wipe out the tears.It was always related to friendship and time and watch was also like that. Whenever you want to know what time is it, you will always look for a watch even if it was really just a watch or the clock in your handphone, pda, laptop and so on. And without a watch you can't tell what time is it. Now what the hell i'm talking about?

Ok2. It's really about the importance of time. Sometime you just wouldn't knew until it had passed. Time is really precious, howcome? Many not realise but time is really gold. Even in Islam itself from surah AL-ASHR, 103:1-3, it stated about the importance of time."Demi Masa. Sesungguhnya manusia benar-benar dalam kerugian kecuali bagi orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh dan nasihat menasihati dalam mentaati kebenaran dan menepati kesabaran."

When i looked back at the moment that had passed, really i had grown up a lot. Many things had happened and whether we like it or not it have already happened and we need to be strong to face the future. Can u calculate the time that had been passed?1 day had 24hours, i hours got 60 minutes and 1 minutes got 60 seconds. So if i had been living for about 19 years and 22 days multiple , so ((365x19)+22)x24x60x60=601084800seconds....assumed that there were 365days a year. So isn't it a lot? So what have we done all this while? Do you really believe you have done many beneficial things all this while?

As for us Muslims, don't forget when the days come where Allah SWT will asked us what have we done in our live on earth, what are we going to answer? I still remember my Arabic level 2 ustaz , have once said," You all are really lucky , live in Malaysia, a really nice and peace place and have a nice life in such a young age. You might have not experience the death of the people near to you, never had the experience of using gun to survive and having boms thrown at you. You might also never had to live in fear each and every moment, but i had experience all that and even more than that. I have always wondered if my sins ever will be forgiven and i was really ashame if Allah asked me in the live hereafter" Why didn't you perform prayer?" wasn't i going to answer because i was lazy? No, even if you were sick there were a rukhsah. Because i'm too tired? If you are really a true muslim you will be very ashamed to had such answer."

He was the best Ustaz i ever had, it was pity that we never got to take a photos wIth him, i hope he's doing ok. Back to the topic, i myself have to admit that sometimes i myself do waste time by doing something that wasn't really beneficial because it's human's nature to be more interested in somethings that was more fun and enjoyable with. But i tried my best to always filled my time with something useful. I always tell myself that it's ok to do a slight change a day because if a slight change can bring a bigger changes in the future , why not? Rather that doing a big change today but couldn't maintained it after. In Malay there was a saying that related to this, ' Sedikit sedikit lama lama jadi bukit' .

Recently on my birthday, my roommates share money to give me a watch as a birthday present as i had always say"If i had watch..it would be better". Hehe..thanks! But unluckily, the mirror broke when i accidently drop it when i was trying to searched for my paper on my upper drawer of study table. Sorry dear, i'll replace the mirror as soon as possible. Please forgive me.

I would love to write more but i'm too lazy to elaborate my points so that's for now.
p/s:tomorrow would be the comeback performance for suju, please record it someone and upload it on youtube..!!